Wow Keem...I'm sorry for your loss. Oh, it's so hard to say goodbye. You are so happy the suffering has ended, but realize how much pain you are left with. You are in my prayers...I send you hugs.
My mom passed a year ago on January 19th. I cry everyday...we were so close. Cherish your mother and the relationship you had. I check this site all the time, if you ever need vent...I'm here.
Be kind to yourself...pamper yourself...take time to heal
Bless you and your family...Your mother is in a wonderful place free from this horrible disease.