| What's wrong with me???
I will get dramatically angry sometime over what many people will just let go and forget it.
Drama... people always telling me I like drama.
I like to do what I want to do and it doesn't matter if it keeps me from doing the things i should be doing. I don't like anyone telling me I don't have time to do all the things I am doing and that I should be better prioritizing.
If someone makes me mad I have a hard time letting go.
I've had people tell me I was BiPolar to just plain crazy because how angry I can get.
When I look at all the symptoms of BP, and all the many other mental illness I don't fall under many symptoms.
I simply like to have my way, the way that I want it. I don't like anyone telling me I am wrong.
Basically, this drama and anger I can have has caused problems with relationships. Relationships have ended simply because I want everything my way. Thus people tell me I must be BP, Selfish, and just plain crazy.
Could there really be a medical issue???
I just do not sit well if someone tells me i should have stayed home and cleaned house instead of choosing to go to the gym.
and it hurts to hear people tell me that I have a mental issue, medically.
I work full time, have a child, go to school, am involved with the community, go to church, like to go out with the girls, have a boy friend whom btw would rather I be the traditional house wife. He believes I have way too much on my plate and can get mad because I do all these things and don't have a problem NOT being the traditional house wife... I do have problem with work related relationship of my co workers and don't understand why I have a problem getting along with people. I get along PERFECTLY fine with those at the gym and anyone that wants to join me in my extra activities outside of work. I just don't see it a problem I'm not so much into the typical traditional housewife/mom sort of thing.
I've been told I was a very selfish person, too.
Is this some type of medical issue as many have attempted to flag me???
I've been told I do not live in reality...
I just happen to believe in going to the gym and that it takes priority no matter how tired I am with school, work, and being a Mom. When I want to do something I pretty much am going to do it regardless of my cleaning my home....
I like to have a few beers and don't think it's bad if I want to occasionally smoke weed. However, I have had people tell me they don't like to be around me when I do. I get loud and they find me annoying. But I'll end up doing well for a while and then I do it anyway. Always causes problems in the end for me.
Thank you
Last edited by Southline; 08-24-2016 at 11:33 PM.
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