I can only reply with some personal experience, being that we are all different. I had an eisode which brought out a level of anger in me that I now look back and find very scary. **I'm sorry for the loss of your Father** Personally I took a month to myself, screamed, cried, yelled and blamed everyone else. That helped me realize that everyone else lost something too, not just me.
Your Mother lost her husband, please think about her and the lonely feelings she must have when her day ends and she lays down without her life-long companion. I'm sure she would appreciate a hug from her daughter to let her know how much you love her and you both can grieve together the loss.
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Spondylothesis grad II L5/S1
Degenerated Disk L4/L5
August 10, 2002 - At work I was applying shrink wrap to a pallet and felt a horrible POP in my lower back, the pain brought me to the ground. Now almost a year later still dealing with the Department of Labor to have surgery approved. Appointment with Referee on July 8th, 2003 - I have faith that this one will be the one that gets my surgery approved.
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