cant stand it!!
GAH!! i HATE MY PARENTS!!! im a 1 year old guy and have NO PRIVACY WHAT SO EVER. My parents got divorced about 2 years ago and they always ***** and complain at eachother like its WW3, and my THREE sisters always put me down and blame me like its one huge cult against me. I used to live with my mom but shes SUCH A *****!!!!!! whenever i wasnt im my room she was going through everything...literally everything. one time i had a box with a lock on it and she SMASHED IT OPEN..only to reveal stuff like money, bank cards etc! i know every teenager bmust go through things liek this...BUT ITS JUST WRONG!! even my parents do the same thing as my sisters! they always ignore me and badmouth me and stuff. my dad used to get physical but he got that under control (it also helps that im bigger than him now) but i cant stand it anymore. sometimes i ust wish i could die and it'd be all over. This has all cause me to not have feelings anymore! its scary!! i barely feel love anymore, and im always either in a bad mood or depressed or w.e, and if someone gets hurt i just walk away and dont care. sorry for venting but i had to get it out somehow, and its not like i have anywhere to go and talk about it..(althought i do have to goto counciling cause of my psycho parents and i hate it COMPLETLEY)
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