Confidence_me18

Past April was my grandmothers 60 birthday....by this time me and mother were not getting along. Well I was out on the streets homeless, my mother didnt want to help me out with shelter. so on my grandmothers birthday the family have made dinner reservations at a restraunt. (my grandmother raised me since i was 9 months old) No bothered to call me or let me know anything about it. When i found out, i got furious with anger. i had gotten a ride over to the restraunt and walked inside, right in the middle of them singing happy birthday to my grandma. Everyone just stopped and looked at me because they were surprised that i showed up. With me being mad at my mom and her being there made the situation worst. We had gotten into a confrontation which it started to turn violent. I had decided to live and when i did i was outside talking to my uncle to see if he can give me a ride back home. Then my mother walked outside with 4 policemen that were eating at the restraunt and told them i was there trying to kill her. The policemen then approached me and i refused to talk to them or even search me for a weapon that i did have on me. So then the policemen and i had gotten into a fist fight which left me to be in the hospital before they had taken me to jail. I almost got 2 years in prison behind my mother who lied to the officers and had to come to my court dates to say it was lie. I was sooo badly injured i couldn't walk for 3 weeks. The courts sentenced me 2 years on court probation and 2 years of anger management classes. Im still trying to find a way to help me with my issues between my mother and me....