In the past year I have become easily angered. I throw things hit things break things cry and once it's to a point I begin to hit myself in the head. I have no idea why I do this. I don't intend to and try my best to calm down before my anger escalates to hitting myself. It's some sense of control and I can't take it any longer. I don't have a great support system and the only one who knows of my problem is my boyfriend, but he's not much help when it comes to this. I don't know if I should find a therapist or a doctor. How do I tell them I hit myself so I'd like my head checked out? I'm not sure if I'm more scared to say it aloud or to hear what's wrong with me...
It's rough to struggle with anything alone. I would check into your nearest therapist and get to the root of the problem. Meanwhile, you can channel your anger into doing chores, completing a hobby, exercising, etc. so you don't harm yourself.