| | My Times They Are A Changin'
I am under emense pressure. i have a job i really have to get finished so i can get it off my back & start a new building job elsewhere. i hate it where im working. i have a stress miagraine today. i feel awful. i feel so sick. im very araid. my randparents are very ill & wont live 2years at the best. im sure my randad who is nt well, just been relesed from hospital again will die very soo. my mother with whom i live has moved to look after them both. she is very stressed & has the stressed look upon her face. her hair is now going grey fast.my ather who is at home with me is also stressed, & eeling te pressure also. i come fro a very close family. i sufer from anxiety & depression. i relly on my family, especially my parents. i am dependent upon them. its bad i know especially at 29. i need support coz i just cant cope . thins get going in the right direction 7 i see independence 7 a life ahead of me, then wholop, it keeps etting taken away from me. im terefied at the prospect of losing my grandparents. im also petrified i will lose my perents to.i will be left alone. helpless, unwanted,unable to cope on my own. i know everyone faces death. at moment i dont feel strong. wish i could have a hug, cry7pull the blankets over my head make everything go away. it never does, just got to face things. i wish i could draw extra strength from somewhere to cope. im so scared.