not being able to control what I am saying.
I have a hard time controling whats slipping out of my mouth.
I keep things bottled up in me and I never tell anyone how I feel. Ive done this my whole life. So I don't know if this is the result of keeping everything inside that now it just comes out!
Now when I have anxiety I tend to stumble on my words and it seems to come out all wrong. Usually it comes out in a rude matter in a way were I don't mean at all what I said. Or sometimes its what I did thing but its one of those things you actually think of not actually speak of.
Lately its been getting me into a lot of messes. I have a hard time keeping conversations now.
I don't know if anybody knows what I am trying to say cause i am having a hard time trying to type it out and its really hard for me to explain but I hope anybody who reads this gets what I am saying.
Not even sure if I KNOW WHAT i am trying to say!
Hope I did't confuse anybody.