This is going to be a bad day
After a extreemly stressful month at work, socialy, etc.. It has gotten to the point where I feel that I can bairly hang on. My anxiety is very high which Xanax and alcohol has been helping. I know its not a great combination but it works temporarly. All I am thinking is that I can not wait for Aug when things are going to calm down to get some sleep and rest.
After all that, Last night I just found out that my grandfather is very ill and I am on a plane to Florida tomorrow morning. Basically as I sit here, I can not get up to go to work today. I can not imagine what else could go wrong but it probably will. Whats the point?
I am not sure why I am writing this here but I had to get it out.
All right, I have to get up and go to work. This is going to be a crappy day.