laura3377

I hope I don't die of a heart attack before I get these darn results. I had my first anxiety attack back in Nov '03 out of nowhere and have been experiencing weird symptoms since. Had checkups with the Doc and everything looks ok (Lymphocytes seemed low but still in normal range) BUT I had unprotected intercouse with a person of unknown status approximately 11 years ago and have had some symptoms of HIV since although I have never been real sick. I know it may sound crazy to think I could be positive after this long but I have read stories of people who never new they had it until they were on their death bed 13 or 14 years later and I don't want to be one of those people. Anyhow, I know I am rambling but this HIV thing has been in the back of my head for 11 years and I've always ignored it or been too scared to test but I finally realized that if I wanted to move on with life I need to take this test. I sent the test in on Wednesday and hopefully will know something either late tomorrow or Monday. Thanks for letting me vent. Think I need to go home and take a Xanax.....