Hi ainfante and Graciecat...
Thank you both for your replies.
I do have an anxiety dissorder. But I don't always get this 'crazy going mind' feeling. Where my brain feels soooo under pressure/stress/over thinking/fear... it feels like it's going to BLOW UP, just like a bomb, it's so hard and I feel that I can't control it... this is why I think I could be going crazy, but I do understand that if I was to go crazy, I would think I am
. But, this what happens to me can lead to me loosing my mind.
I don't know how to get out of this mess. I'm affraid of the autside world. Affraid to live, to go out, hate crowdy places and noisy plances, but where I live it's pure noise. Cars, police etc...
I mostly stay indoors and in my room most of the time which I belieave makes it all worse.
Oh God, If I could feel normal again...
do any of you have MSN? If you wouldn't mind having a chat? I like talking to people
my MSN is: firstname.lastname@example.org
Thank you for your replies again