What is my problem?!?!?
Ok, I dont even know if this is the right place to post this problem, but here goes. I was out living on my own with 2 friends (just so you all know, this is NOT a good idea!!!!!) Well, I was sooo loving it. When I moved out I was getting over a break up with my bf of 5 years and I felt so free and liberated. I was having the time of my life. Well, about 5 months after moving out I met the most wonderful guy. For about a month I lived with him in his new apt until his roomy came back to go to college (we are all college students). While I stayed with him a lot of crap went down with one of my roomies and it got really bad. She was not paying the bills and we shut off the phone and power on her (they were in my name). Well, she went to the apartment manager and somehow got us all kicked out. So, in one day I got kicked out, had to move home and had to stop staying with my bf (so his roomy could settle in). Then as if my problems couldnt get worse my job told me they would not work around my school schedule! I lost my freedom and my job in one week! I have to start school tomorrow and I am really really depressed! I dont know if it is the loss of my freedom, anxiety due to living with my parents again, or I really really miss "living" with my bf (or all three). It is getting really upsetting because at night all I want to do is cry. I dont know why. I am going to stay with my bf on the weekends but when Sunday comes I am really not happy that I have to go home. Why does this have to be so hard. Why am I so upset? I am really having a hard time with this. Does anyone have any ideas?