Re: how everything affects ur life
i am trying to recover from anorexia -- my stress/paranoia/anxiety is mostly weight related, so when i weigh 2 lbs more than usual i get completely nutsy and cannot focus, cannot leave the house even. right now my anxiety is sky high and i dont even want to be seen. im not bad looking i just feel incredibly fat. every part of me, even my chin and my ankles and weird places like that.
i have no friends left, i have no relationships, i just moved to a new place, people around me all are there to fix me and be there for me but really the problem is myself and i have no idea in hell if anything i have left is "right" because it all seems wrong.
see jchandra, u dont know what is wrong...thats what im going through too. really nothing is wrong besides the fact that we're not accepting what our lives are right now, and that we're connected to the rest of the world already even when we feel alone and panicky.