Re: I am terrified of people
You sound very shy and your anxiety about it is making you have other problems...am I right? Sometimes, forcing yourself to join something like a club or a team is the hardest part, but if you can do it, then you find the people are nice and soon you have more friends and you start feeling better about yourself. I really think this is a good idea for you.
I read about your eating problems and it sounds like you are using food to comfort yourself, much like people use drugs or alcohol when they are older. 3000 calories is too much and 600 is way too little (the very lowest you should ever go is 1200). If you are going to count calories, you should stay around 2000.
You should be under a doctor's care. I agree that anti-depressants aren't the answer and the side effects can be dangerous for young people. If you had a prescription for Xanax or Klonopin or something like that, that your parents could make sure you take properly, that might help you through this rough time. Good luck and remember to smile...people respond positively to friendly people and they'll seem less scary that way.