 withdrawals-benzo's
This is day 78 off all meds/alcohol. I'm doing everything I can to get through this anxiety, burning sensations in my body and the crazy stuff in my head. I go to therapy, have a docotor who is an addictionoligst, moderate exercise, started accupuncture, taking vitamins, going to support group meetings-This is so difficult, painful and scary. I've read the Ashton Manuel and it has many of the withdrawal reactions list that I have so that does help. I don't like that it can take 6 months to a year for the reactions to go away!!!. I am just crawaling through eachday. I need to know that this will stop and I will live again. That i will laugh and smile-that I will be able to go to work and enjoy my hobbies again. I don't know who I am. I'm doing everything I can to get through this. Alot of praying but, I can't seem to feel god in my heart. I know he carrying me through this. I'm just getting tired of being like this but, I won't stop trying. :
Last edited by lilchickpea; 08-31-2005 at 06:49 AM.
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