| Re: Dying
Hi there,
I cannot tell you how many letters I have written during nights I was SURE I would not wake up from. Each time, I talk about how it's 'real' this time and I'm 'sure it's over' I'm 'not going to wake up tomorrow' I 'know I'm dying this time.'
What a waste of paper!!! I know exactly how you feel, and I still do it sometimes...all I can tell you is that the only thing your anxiety is going to end up killing if your sense of who you are underneath all of this. Don't let yourself go; don't lose yourself; do not give in to this monster that is trying to take hold of you. You can fight back and you can win; so many people have.
You are not dying. We have all thought we were at one point or another (some of us, daily!) but you must understand how powerful your anxiety really is. Hang in there and keep fighting.
Jen
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