Keep going to doctors and demand that you be treated.
{REMOVED} Let them know you are aware, as an MD, they are required to treat symptoms.
That is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard.
I cannot believe doctors, who are supposed to be compassionate, would let someone live through such hell.
Have you tried a psychiatrist?....They usually don't hesitate one bit to treat anxiety/depression.
Good luck and don't give up