no doctor, need advice desperatley!
I am 30 years old and have been taking medication for 11 years. I have pretty bad OCD that is controlable sometimes and sometimes it makes my life unmanageable. I also have depression and anxiety.
I was on Paxil for a few years until it started to give me manic behavior, so I was prescribed Zoloft, which I was on for many years as well. The Zoloft was making me gain weight and I always felt unmotivated and tired.
So for the past month and a half I have been on Wellbutrin. I started at 150 and then they raised it to 300...does anyone know how long Zoloft withdrawl can last or how long adjusting to Wellbutrin takes?
On top of all this I have endometreosis...Which I had surgery for in the last week of October. They couldn't remove all the implants, so I had to take hormones. The doctor was worried about the hormones because of my depression,ocd...and he was right. I could only take them for 4 months..it was too hard for me to handle.
I no longer have health insurance and have to get my medication at this rock bottom ghetto clinic downtown. I appreciate them seeing me, but the doctor does not want to talk to you..in and out as fast as he can write your script. I truly can not afford another doctor right now. I needed to know if anyone has any advice or input as I have been a mess..
I can't sleep
I get nightmares
I am irritable
I can't eat
I am depressed
I cry at the drop of a hat
ocd is interfering with my everyday life
I feel like I am on bad cocaine...I know from much earlier experiences, I am not dumb enough to do that anymore, not in my condition!
Is this withdrawl, new drug symptoms, hormones?
any input would help me and I would appreciate it.