i don't know how to explain..
i haven't posted on here in awhile, well, because i didn't have to! i used to have terrible anxiety but i recently started recovering.
last year around this time, i was thinking weird terrrible thoughts. like just thoughts of doom like something is going to happen. something random and bad, like out of a weird scary movie. i used to be in a very dark place, and today i had a feeling like that. i don't want to slip back into that 'dark' place. i have come so far since last year, and i will do anythign in my power to keep myself from that.
does anyone have any idea what i'm talking about at all .. :[
i have anxiety, i USED to be depressed (i believe .. who knows if i still am. if i am, i have improved greatly) as well as ocd -- which is why these thoughts of doom keep repeating in my head. ifa nyone understands please let me know .. :[ i feel nauceous because i fear that i will be just as i was last year ..