| | What is this??
ive always had some weirdy habit, i blink hard, twitch my nose, crack and pop lots of muscles and the list could go on. i notice that i blink hard when im exited or nervous.
the new thing this week tho is coughing...i suppose u could call it. i cant tell if i have an actual cough or its something else-anxiety wise. its like having a tickly cough-when really there is nothing in my throat and i dont need to cough. i just get waves of it through my throat, making me stop in mid sentence and like heave or sumthing, i cant talk-it looks actually more like i have a stutter and am trying to force the words out. ive had this before and my mom told me i was being stupid, it was another one of my weird habits, but i cudnt help it, i really felt a wave in my throat, sometimes id cough either unconsciously or just needing to. i cant explain it.i have to rush throught sentences at times so i can say what im trying too wihtout having one of these waves. i was thinking maybe its due to the fact i start my new University in 4 days,i dont know anyone and am naturally shy and nervous really, but im not that worried at the moment. im more exited i think-not anxious. is it one of them things were you dont know you are anxious consciously-or just a cough?? any of you experienced this, can you help please, thanx xox.