Re: may sound a bit odd ..
I can also relate to that feeling of doom. And sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one. Of course, after spending some time on this anxiety message board, i find that pretty much EVERYone on this site has had that feeling at some point, so I know I'm not alone.
But as for the other stuff, I never like to advocate going on meds, because I really hate all of the meds out there for anti-anxiety and anti-depressant, but if you are really having such a severe problem, you may have to consider it. But I'm not a doctor, so i can't tell you for sure. You would definitely benefit though, from some kind of counseling, I think. At least talking about it with someone would help you realize that your feelings are a common anxiety thing and at least then you'll know that you're not weird or anything, just anxious.