sorry to the moderator that I posted that. I wasn't thinking.
well, the ativan really didnt do much today, but i will try tomorrow. these panic attacks are so frustrating.
oh well...At least I have a good therapist. she is going to be very surprised when I tell her all this.
i will never see that prescribing doctor again. I felt disrespected. I know there are better doctors out there, and I'll find one. I dont know why Im being forced by her to only take anti depressants (daily) for my anxiety if i can just take an anti anxiety med on and off as needed. grumble....
maybe I'll go back to my old doctor. he was werid as well... but he at least took good notes and tried to work with me.
thanks for all the repsonses and support. I know getting good doctors is a process.... and you have to be patient. I just have so little time in my days to shop for a new prescribing doctor. too bad she wasn't a good match for me.. or in my opinion good at her job.
ok - im over it. done venting! thanks all!