I guess just how miserable it is and I think that if he breathes anywhere around me I will get it to, if I go into his bedroom or bathroom. He is out of the bathroom for now, but feels awful.

I'd rather have a cold the rest of my life than have a chance to catch this one time. I know it's irrational, but I can't help it. I can't explain it. I have tried with therapy and there is no help.
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