Re: is this anxiety?
Why didn't YOU tell YOUR DOCTOR STRAIGHT AWAY? Why hasn't he seen the bruises?
My God girl, you need to stop and THINK. Where are You going with your life? Is this what you want? To be bruised and hurt all the time? He has crushed your self esteem and you have lost control of your life, that is why you feel so anxious and losing weight is one way of subconsciously telling the world that you are hurting....
You must first tell your doctor. I am sorry if I sound liike a teacher. But please DO. This way you start from somewhere. Then if he doesn't priscribe immediate councelling ask for it yourself. You simply cannot stay where you are WITHOUT professional help.
I do not know where you live but there must be support groups for abused women( I am sorry to say this), there must be helplines, YOU MUST DO something.
Medication will only be decided by your doctor, or therapist if your symptoms get worse. But these will only start improving once you come to accept what is really causing them.
While you seek information about anxiety and all the rest, please look for info on abuse as well.
Please seek help, YESTERDAY!
GOd bless you