Welcome to the boards!
This is a great way to get some important info. & learn from others who have been thru/are going thru the same feelings that you are experiencing. It's a great place to get the support you need!
Some years ago, I had alot of the same feelings & things happening to me! I would have diarerrea (SP? I'm a bad speller, sorry!) every day and would be fearful of leaving the house to do simple shopping because I would be worried if I could get to a bathroom soon enough!
It was an terrible time in my life and I thought I would go crazy! I went to the Doctor several times and had tons of testing done to be sure that I was okay. The Doctor finally put me on Paxil and told me to go to counseling. After getting on the med. and going to professional help, I got back to myself. It didn't happen overnight, it took some time & work on my part...but the point is that there is help& you CAN and WILL be yourself again! There is hope and you have to believe & KNOW that. Please take the steps to reach out and I promise that you'll feel much better!!!
Kym. Feel free to ask any questions you may have&keep posting! God Bless You!!!