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Originally Posted by kw123 I forgot to tell you but yes I am a pure hypochondriac. I think I have the worst of eveything. This is very normal for anxiety sufferers.I never worried about my health until my 1st panic attack . Now I surf the web about disease and read medical books for fun SICK. |
Yeah so do I, I come home from school, even from lunch and the first thing I do is check this board, and look up different diseases that mimic my symptoms. I have went from parkinson's and addison's to brain tumor and a heart defect, now I am going to get tested for lyme. I've had an EEG, CT, MRI w/ w/o contrast, chest xray, stomach xray, ultra-sound, Upper GI and Colonoscopy. All came back UNREMARKABLE. I just don't get it, what is going on with my body. It's like the fight or flight response is BS to me becuase I try and fight it and I just end up flying everytime. I want to live my life worry free. But that's impossible, I went from one day not caring what was going on to the next day just knowing I'm dying. I don't know what triggers mine either. I can't fight it, I feel as if no doctor can cure me. I am 17 yrs. old and very active, yet feel as if I am dying day in and day out, when really I shouldn't. My body is so physically ill it seems that there is no use. I would love to talk to anyone who is just like me. That is what helps the most is knowing I am not alone.