Bowman0246

I worry about lots of different things. For starters, I think I'm about to lose my job. I was just called into my boss's office at work yesterday. He complained that I always had this serious look on my face and I should change my attitude because it doesn't help create a friendly environment for customers. I didn't know where he got that idea; I'm not happy, but I don't actually feel upset about anything either. But then I realized that it's the way my brow ridge is shaped. I've always looked like an angry person, ever since junior high as far as I can remember, but I never had that feeling of being angry constantly. There's nothing I can do to help it. I've had people commenting that I looked like a serial killer when they first saw me.

Secondly, my full-time college schedule is proving to be too much for me. My classes are equally demanding as all my assignments are relatively heavy. I can get my work done, but I'm not putting in as much time and effort as I should because there's so much and I have little time to rest. I'll be lucky if I can make it through semester's end with a C average. I don't know what I was thinking when I registered.

Worst of all, I feel as if I have nobody to turn to for support. I have friends and family, but it's enough.

I don't know if this is related, but I've been having difficulty sleeping, I have night sweats, headaches, and occassional chestpains. My metabolism has horrendously slowed the last four years and I'm now forty pounds overweight.