stimi3ak,
Thanks for the response. I had no idea that holding in one's stresses could cause the problems I have. I have a really hard time opening up to anyone, even my closest friends, about things that bother me. I guess it's because I don't want those whom I care about to worry about me or to see me upset, so I hold everything in and then when I can't take it anymore, I end up crying for about a half hour. I pass out and I wake up and feel great afterwards.
I think a big cause of my stress - what little I have - is getting told every single time I go home what I need to do with my life. My mom's BF is constantly telling me what he thinks I need to do with my life and I am sick of it because I tell him I don't want to do what he says I should and he just keeps talking and talking, as if the more he says it, the more I'll want to do it. I'm also harboring a little fear in terms of my relationship because I am no longer sure if me and my dear BF have a future together; I love him so much, but he wants kids and I do not. I also am worried because my best friend is graduating next semester and I don't know what will become of he and I, and I think I may care for him as more than a friend, but I don't know if I'd rather stick it out with BF and see what happens or to pursue my friend. Lots of issues, on top of the standard class stressing. Always fun
My big concern is whether or not I would be able to afford anxiety meds. I know medication used to treat anything of a mental nature are often exceedingly expensive, and I am officially off my mother's insurance when I graduate, so if I were to go on something very soon, I would most likely have to go off it when I graduated because I would no longer have that insurance and there's no telling if any job I work at would offer medical insurance.