i have the same fear.
my panic disorder revolves around my fear of death.
i know alot of people fear death but its like fear isnt even a strong enough word to describe how horrified i am of it.
ive also looked up near death experiences, the medium john edward, sylvia brown. EVERYTHING.
my problem is the fear of the unknown.
i just wish somebody somehow could prove that there is life after death and then ill be okay.
i wish i could tell you how to overcome it but i myself don't know.
im starting CBT classes soon so maybe that will help.
i always run to google for everything!
it can be good and it can be bad.