She did give me 15 Xanax to help out. She said one a day. I've been taking half of it in the morning and half towards evening. I feel a little better knowing I have half left thoughout the day.
I tried to go to the store with my mom yesterday. I was nervous while she was driving. I was in the store for about 10 minutes when I asked her for the keys and just went out and waited in the Jeep. I couldn't stand being in there any longer. I felt like I was going to fall over.
I was so active before all of this. Always played sports in high school, traveled, always going somewhere with friends. I'm praying that this calms down. I don't want to be stuck inside of the house the rest of my life, I'm only 25 years old.