Anyone else here ,in their anxeity .
After many years of off again -on again anxeity , i finally gave it to god .
I have never felt more at ease , now when an attack starts i think " heck i could use the energy "
Or ill learn from this and do better .
Fwiw - im not on the zoloft , only a little xanax to sleep .
I guess the bottom line is when you get so close to the bottom (and secure your salvation ) dying loses all its power .
A couple of books that helped me " stop worrying , start living ", " you can be happy no matter what ".
I am thinking about looking into becoming a certified counselor , i feel like i can really help people , my "minestry " so to speak .
I have rambled enough ,