So frustrated with myself!
My ears and sinuses are bothering me, nothing severe, just enough to be annoying. Two months ago I went to the doctor over this and was given antibiotics. Anyway, it still hasn't went away.
Well, I feel like I need to go back to the doctor but I can't make myself go. Going to the doctor has always caused me a ton of anxiety. Recently, I've even been having trouble going out in public, other than work, by myself. It's ridiculous, I know. The thing is, I keep worrying thinking what if something serious is going on with my sinuses/ears, or what if my not going causes it to develop into something bad? On the other hand, I'm afraid nothing is wrong at all and this is all in my head, which I really know it's not. How crazy do I sound?
I've been taking Lexapro for 12 days now after going to a psychiatrist. Also I have been speaking with a counselor, almost weekly, for the past 6 weeks. Is this ever going to get better?