I am glad to find out after reading many posts that I am not the only one in the world with continous crazy thoughts about getting cancer (a different type practically everyday). After a seeing a therapist for health anxiety and being advised to stop researching the internet for every little ache & pain (they all lead to the big C word) and having practically every single part of my body examined and seen throught xrays and cat scans - I still cannot get over these fears. I am so busy worrying about dying that I feel I am missing out on living. It's ongoing joke all the time that I am "off to the dr's again" or "what disease do you have today" but my fears are real and I hate that they consume me. I am going to Dr's tomm. cause I have been having abdominal and back pain and some irregularities that upon research have led me to believe that I have Colin Cancer.
I have a great life, wonderful husband, great kids and I HATE that this consumes me !!!!!