Hey Tim http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif Just checking in with you....how are you making out today??? Did you get anymore sleep? You are such a strong man I am proud of you. So let me know how you are making out today ok? When will you be going back to your own place? Anyway I hope you are well and feeling better than you were before. Take care and God Bless you.

Autumn.

Autumn

I totally did not see this post..is was down the page. I am sorry. It is probably a few days later so the my nightmare is coming to an end. And let me say to you personally that you are one of the posters that got me through the hell I went through. My sleep has gotten better each night. I went to the Dr. and he gave me Serax 30mg to sleep, and it helps. He tried to give me Xanax but I said no because I alomst overdosed taking 14 of them in a 2 hour period during my first try at detox. Lucky for me I only wrecked my new car(oh the apin of seeing my new baby wrecked)while loaded on Xanax. It is costing about 20,000 to fix both the cars. My insurance will sky rocket iff I put it on my insurance so I am paying cash. Thats another thing I keep saying to myself....a 10 dollar bottle of Xanax cost me 20,000. Nice huh? J/K

Anyway you are great and very very sweet to keep checking on me(I am praying you are female after saying you are sweet) I am still going to meetings just to be safe, but have not had one craving since detox. Thanks to you and a few others. My first day back at work is today(am here now) and doing very well. Funny, I came into my office this morning and noticed how dark it was in here...I told my Lab Assistant to go get some more flouresant(sp?) bulbs so I can lighten this place up...looks much better. Everthing looks much better. I will be sticking around this board to help anyone I can(ncluding you if you ever need anything...just ask)

Peace

Tim

Hi Tim and thats ok take your time I dont get to all the posts either at times and yes I am female so the sweetheart is all well and good http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/wink.gif lol. I am so happy you are doing so good. I bet its a whole new world out there kinda like Aladin http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif.
I am sorry I havent been answering alot of posts lately but I lost my bestfriend in the world to a heart attack May 17th and I am not handling it well at all. For the last 2 years this man and I have been bestfriends and have had daily contact either on IM or phone. Now he is gone forever and I miss him so much http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/frown.gif Thank you for offering your help you are a good man but I dont know what can help me right now just a kind ear maybe I have slept about 2 hours in 2 days so maybe I can sleep tonight? I hope so but everytime I go to drift off I think of Steve and how I will never hear his voice again and I panick like I cant breathe for a min and it wakes me totaly and I cant sleep after that. Thank you again Tim you are a sweetheart too take care of yourself and keep up the good work http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif
Luv Autumn.
Rest peacefully my darling Steve....Feb 1956---May 2003

Yes, I read that you lost yor friend and I am praying for peace and comfort for you. I wish there was something that I could say to make things better, but in situations like this, sorry is not enough. I think of the support you gave me when I was down and at the lowest point in my life and wish I could do the same for you. Losing a love one is the hradest thing to deal with, I just lost my grandmother and it was very rough. Your friend was young and that makes it much harder to take...just remember that you were there for him, he loved you and you loved him, and peace be with you. You are in my prayers.

PS...today is my first week, doing well...sleep will come. I cant expect my body to adjust back to pre-pill condtion in a week after 8 years of use.

Tim