Brett, Lisa and Jax - thank you for your meaningful words of encouragement. Am on day 3 and haven't slept even with ambien, but was expected along with everything else. I just look forward to living life without anymore toxic habits; drugs, boyfriend, negative thoughts. thx, Anna aka: Hedda Nuff

YOur welcome..believe me its gonna get better day by day physically..mentally it can be rough..but keeping busy is the key. I just got in from a day at the beach here in Florida..and i was looking around at all the people who im pretty sure were not under the influence...and i felt relieved that soon enough i will be enjoying life again without ANY drugs. I must have swam in the ocean for two hours today..i took my surfboard but i just didnt quite have the energy to paddle out..but im glad i went..its beautiful outside. Tonight im heading down to a buddies house to chill and we are going to take his boat out tomorrow and hit the prime spot were everyone rafts up and parties..although, this man will not be under the influence of anything other than sun and women in bikinis!! http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/smile.gif Good luck to you and hang in there..