Well it has been almost a week now and i feel terrible, i was pretty happy yesterday and i was feeling no pain and today i feel terrible and i am in ALOT of pain and nothing is taking it away, and i want to wait at leat 30 days before i see a doctor because i don't trust myself, i am afraid i will smooth talk him and try to get narcotics and not even try.(if anyone knows what i mean??) but it is excruciating and i don't know where to turn. Also does anyone ever have an overwhelming feeling of guilt?? i feel guilty every day and i don't know why?? well i thought i was feeling 100% better and now i am not so sure??

dollface---I can totally relate....yesterday i was in a great mood and felt fabulous!!! Today is a whole different story...crying, wanting to isolate. My whole family is out on the lake having fun and i am here feeling freakin sorry for myself. I feel like such a loser. i hate this part...this is when i usually cave. It is gonna take all of my willpower today. That sick feeling is still too fresh in my mind though---THANK GOD!!!! Well, don't feel like you are alone because i am right there with ya, day 6 and not doing so good.
LISA