genesis
09-21-2001, 08:46 PM
I have a test coming up, and I am really, really scared. I know it's a test, but this one is one of those long standardized tests, and whenever I take those, it is not pleasant. I hate it! It's as if I'm intimidated or what??? I can't put my finger on it. When I get the test and start answering the questions, sometimes I find it difficult to breathe! I can even hear my heartbeat. That is pathetic...Hi, I'm scared of typed questions on paper. Geez. And sometimes, it feels like I'm drowning. Mannnn, I'm dreading it. I know I should go study, but I get stressed studying. I need a break! Just...just...pray for me or say something. ANYTHING! I don't want to go crazy...
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cutenbrat
09-21-2001, 10:41 PM
Hey hon,
Take a deep breath and than go back to studing-I know what you mean that tests are really stressful-when I was in school I felt the same way did and you're not losing it at all. Take care and I pray you will find the peace you need inside of you to deal with all of this and pray you do well on the test.
God Bless.
Take a deep breath and than go back to studing-I know what you mean that tests are really stressful-when I was in school I felt the same way did and you're not losing it at all. Take care and I pray you will find the peace you need inside of you to deal with all of this and pray you do well on the test.
God Bless.
genesis
09-22-2001, 01:31 AM
Thank you so much for responding :) . As you can see I am not studying - again. What the heck is wrong with me? I should study, but even that is uncomfortable :( . I feel better studying with other people. I am up late at night right now so I can get some stuff done and have time to study over the weekend. I reread my first post, and I sound paranoid, lol :) . I think I made it sound a lot worse than reality, but yes, definitely, the fear is THERE. It does get hard to breathe. I can hear my heart thumping, and sometimes I feel like I am drowning. Would I ever die from that? I will keep that in mind, however, and make sure I am in good physical condion...do not want to get a heart attack at school...but maybe that would help me find a way out of the test...grrrrrr this sucks.
genesis
09-24-2001, 08:39 PM
Thank you for your prayers. The test was 65 questions long. I did not die! http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/wow.gif Hehe, but I think being able to tell someone about my feelings during these tests helped somewhat. I did not feel like I was going to suffocate, and the test was overall pretty easy.

