Hey Girl--so how's it goin? The last I read you were having some lethargy with the taper meds. I think you prolly can cut the clonidine dose in half and you might not feel so groggy. The tegretol was a surprize to me. I haven't heard of that being used in narc withdrawals...but it sounds like its doing the trick for you! Im so proud of you. Im tapering myself, trying to get my head on straight as you know. I haven't ordered yet from the onlines but in my week away, I found the one I will use, I've checked and researched and it's pretty painless to go thru and Im close to it. If I can do this taper and mentally get where I need to be I will be so much better off than doing the sub. This is my last chance to get completely clean of it all. I want that so bad and it is possible. Its really good to know that if I fail at it I have also called the Sub Doc close to me and I can get on that with no problem. I think that is the best route for me, the Sub Doc told me, as your's did that meth was NOT an option. I already knew that but he only assured me that I didnt want to go with meth for reasons you and I know about. So---post and let me know how you are doing. I don't really like this new format, I can't figure it out....lol....Im not complaining tho...its FREE...lol...Take Care~ Ally