Hey everyone,I am new on these boards.I am 14y old and i weigh 110lbs.I am 5'6.I dont eat breakfast or lunch and i have dinner and a snack and bout 5 days a week i puke it up.Some times i do it more if i am in the house alone for longer.I dunno if i have bullimia or not?I rely wanna be anorexic but i know i am not.Hopefully i can be soon though,Please reply thanks alot love u sophie xxxx

Sophie
it sounds like you are developing an ED but what worries me is why you would want to be anorexic?There is nothing glamorous about having an ED whatever it is. if you are looking for tips on how to be anorexic then you are DEFINETELY on the wrong site.
you are very young and it does sound to me like you could do with some help. we're all here to offer support to each other on this board. keep posting if its support you are afterxxx

I dunno if i have bullimia or not?I rely wanna be anorexic but i know i am not.Hopefully i can be soon though,Please reply thanks alot love u sophie xxxx


You really don't want to be anorexic, I think what you are trying to say is that you want to be thin and you hope to find an easy way to do that. Well, an ED is not an easy way to lose weight and it is definately not something that one should aspire to be. I know at 14 you think it would be great, but all it will do is destroy your life. You sound unhappy with yourself and I am sorry for that. I hope you realize soon that obessesing about your weight is going to keep you from enjoying ANY of the things a teenage girl is supposed to enjoy. I hope you will consider finding out why being thin is so important to you and seek to find some help. Like Nikkita said, we will be here if you need support or encouragement in getting better, but we are not going to help you get worse.
Please take care of yourself.

its really hard to realize just how much u will trash ur life once u develop an ed (which it sounds like u already have). its the easiest thing to ignore people telling u to be careful, get help, etc....i know for me once i finally got help i was literally almost dead. i started at ur age too and now im in my late teens and look back on these past 4 years w/horror & dont wanna remember a thing. i have so much regret & guilt.

an ed will only bring u pain. i didnt listen to warnings but i really hope that u are able to. please take care.

Please take into consideration the advice you were given in the above posts. I had similar thoughts and behaviors when I was your age. I'm 23 now. My bulimia has gotten so bad that I have irreversible damage to my body and heart from throwing up so much. I have no money because of all my medical bills. I don't speak to my best friends anymore and I've spent the last couple of years dealing with this alone. I'm in partial-hospitalization treatment now and have to be there for 8hrs a day to get re-educated about nutrition and the importance of taking care of my body and dealing with my emotions. An eating disorder is extremely serious and life-threatening. Respect your body. Don't do that to yourself.

U sound just like me. i suffered for year and years and i'monly 16 right now. it all started by me going onto pro-ana sites and thinkning that anorexia was sooo beautiful. little did i know at the time how much it would make my life... well worthless. I stopped eating and started throwing up. hun do yourslef a favour and get help now... 14 is a hard age and i feel like i missed my childhodd becuase of this. if anything by a way of getting help just keep posting on here.... trust me i know what u r goin through and unfortunitly i know what happens when you think like that. i know that you must be a very smart person for coming onto this site in the first place... and i hope that you are here for the right reason .... to get help. talk to you soon.... and take car of yourself
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wow ... you sound a lot like me.... think about wutchyer tryin tew do tew yerself.... think about tha negatives ... it sux trust me