samilam
01-21-2004, 12:28 PM
Well, I went. It was for intake only to see if they thought the Sub would benifet me and they agreed. I cant get started on the sub untill MARCH 10 good grief! I am trying not to loose momentum, but its hard.
My husband and I are not getting along. I am out of pills....Trying like hell to find something, I have no money, I hate this so much.
Sam
John 3:16
01-21-2004, 12:42 PM
Why so long- the wait? What are you going to do in the meantime? Just curious- keep me posted!
Hang in there,
Michelle
chefob1
01-21-2004, 01:24 PM
is there another doc close by?...that is a long wait....
samilam
01-21-2004, 09:57 PM
Nope he is the only one, he actually drives 50 miles to get to the center. He only works there 2 times month.
The next dr to have an opening is in NC and 260 miles away. He said he would work with me but I and my husband would have to stay in a hotel for 3 days whilst he regulated the medicine. Man thats alot of money, I would have to rent a car and all to go.
I will just wait. Everyday my pills make me so miserable. This morning, my husband got a pill out of the bottle but instead of putting them where they wer he put them in the draw beside the computer. Well I woke up, pill sick went to get a pill and they were gone. My first thougt is HE HID THEM FROM ME, I proceded to drive to my moms 2 blocks away in my nightgown, morning breath and like a nut, half way parked, ran into the house cussing him like a dog and called his job and told them it was an emergency he needed to call home immediatly.
Even after he told me where they were I was still pissed. I don't know why.
Anyways, He and I agreed we will be fine we just have to make it thru febuary.
I want off these things. but I have no plans of trying to quit before I get to the dr. It wont work and it is just abusing myself and my family.
50 days and counting down til freedom.
Sam
John 3:16
01-21-2004, 10:43 PM
Best of luck to you, Sam. Just hang in there!
I know, these pills will make you crazy! There were times when I was out and was waiting for an order from FedEX and they normally deliver at noon on the nose....if they were ever late....I was on the phone, "Where is my Fed EX guy? We are leaving for out of town (NOT) and I am waiting on him?" I would be in a panic! I know my children had to have thought Mommy has gone nuts- I would be pacing by the front door....just waiting! Oh, the things those pills make us do!
Everything is going to work out okay- just try to keep your dose as low as possible and stay strong. My thoughts and prayers are with you,
Michelle
ebswest
01-22-2004, 04:09 PM
I have been on Suboxone for several months. I live in NC and my Dr. is in Charlotte. I have to drive 90 miles each way for my visits with him, but, it's worth it for me. I'm only on 8mg/day and that seems to work well for me. Prior to using Suboxone, I was getting Temgesic 0.2mg from overseas pharmacies. That was expensive and unreliable. I was never able to rely on the Temgesics making their way across the ocean to my home via the mail. Now, my insurance pays for most of my Suboxone and the pharmacy always has it in stock. Eddie