Willow---I know you have a doctor's appt. today....even though i have not been posting much ....i just wanted to let you know that i have been praying for you. Please hang in there, girl. Be strong today. Try to post and let me know how it went...if you decide not to post on this subject, i would totally understand.
I will be praying and thinking of you ALL day....
Love,
LISA

Just checking in on ya again, Willow :)
I hope everything is going well.....
Lisa

Well girl it is Friday.....i hope everything went o.k. yesterday, i am very concerned. I am praying for you....hope we can chat soon. I am still using and starting to consider suboxone as an alternative. I don't feel that i am out of control, at this time, but i know that will very quickly change if i don't do something about it NOW. One day at a time over here. I always make a million excuses in a day on why i should take pills.....
Hubby is STILL in denial that i have a problem. He even knows that i am using again and hasn't said too much about it. Unless of course we are arguing, then the first words out of his mouth is "Junkie Bi**h" or something along those lines. I feel like he does like it when i am using, because i don't complain about him not being home enough or the kids driving me crazy.....who knows
I am rambling....sorry :)
Well you take care and POST SOON!!!!
luv,
LISA