don't get better - don't get worse - just stays the same.
what was the name of that medicine I once thought gave new game?
Lame Lame Lame. Jim Morrison singing no one here gets out alive.
The struggle - struggling to snuggle - looking for a shoulder - knocking at the door - moody blues - why don't we ever get an answer?
Talk about being down - talk about being up - I am always on the other side of in between - you know what I mean jelly bean?
Fine Young pharmaceutical cannibals - consuming and eating - smacking thee lips - another jar of medicine gone - another perscription renewed - this is mid winter soon it will be mid summer - can reach that time with just one AAA battery - ain't that amazing watching that clock spin my life down down down. Peace in the static - the prision of the thought in either direction it wants to travel - and no one knows what to do.. Do you - ten thousand words in a cardboard box - give it a shake once in awhile - see how it sounds next time around - edifiy and classify and oscillate living in a static state.
Some meds work some times - but only for awhile - things accomplished in that - time passing for awhile - with a smile. Then the meds stop - doing what ever it is they set out to do - broke down - looking back - the interstate of the static state looks like a junkyard of VW's and Old honda civics with just a taste of 73 cadillac and a couple of lincolns lost in the the static state - neil young hopes you will remember rust never sleeps in its static state - movement towards the epitaph of the static state - all things must and do converge - and words words words - all our words the only sword we can hoist - swinging in close quarters like celts or vikings or vandels or spartacus - smelling the moment of life up close - hemmed in - swinging and swinging to survive until we can't lift the weight of our body let alone the sword of defense. Clammering hammering - what does depression smell like once you get use to the taste? Come along with me now - a unified effort on this day - your eyes behold the words - let the mind take flight in prayer - the bible says were ever two or more are gathered - there too shall be Jesus -the savior - group effort for those that have the hears to ear - send up a a thought or two - save us oh lord - save us and heal up do not repeal us - we are at lost - lost - beat up - med bottles emptied - another doctor's philosophy as empty as the last - clinging to something in faith - does that work? Leaps of faith - in the static state. Send up a word - you there - send up a word - unified and dignified are we not men and women wanting out of the static state? Hope -some hope - little hope - just a little hope - still seeing out of the static state - still reaching with ice fingers at something warm - still fighting to choose life - the way it should be lived - away from the static state.. If we can not lift our heads for ourselves anymore perhaps we can lift them for the next fellow or gal that comes to post - something of substance instead of more words more words more words - something given for those that would not ask - prayer given without quotes and bibliographies - the measurement of mankind beyond science and chemistry - direct application of things known only to the soul - do you have a clue? Is it you? Open up and share - look beyond the stare..

I am pretty tired - as you are too - I will open my mind to the universe for you - what is there to lose - in the static state of loss.