naughteblonde
02-09-2004, 04:24 PM
Hi,
Ive been suffering for some kind of seizure since last october that might be related to an intermittent inflammatory syndrome (Behcet's) that Im waiting to see a specialist for. I was in hospital for 8 days over xmas so a neurologist could do an MRI, EEG and bloodwork on me all of which are normal so he discharged me. All I got basically was 'your seizures arent epileptic, congrats, go home'. He didnt give me treatment, advice on how to cope with them or even tell me what they are. I seem to have two types both of which I'm unconcious of - in one my boyfriend tells me I just stare, dont blink at all, dont respond to lights, noise or touch then seem to fall asleep - in the other I actually convulse, lose bladder control, slice my palms open with my nails and make choking noises. Does anyone know what these are? This whole thing is terrifying for me and they're getting worse and kind of dangerous. Twice Ive been found facedown in my bathtub and Ive narrowly missed falling on my cooker hob. This by itself is horrifying, not remembering anything during. The side effects, memory loss, weakness on left side, right sided migrane and blurry patchy vision, along with my daily problems, arthritis, urethritis, iritis, IBS, skin rashes ect make this whole thing unbearable. My partner is a full time student and can only give me 2-3 days a wek where he looks after me and the people I live with are asses who wouldnt think of helping even when I was screaming after injuring myself badly in a fall.
Im going into a bad patch of inflammation now so they're getting worse and I so scared. How can I cope? What can I do to make myself safe?
Ive been suffering for some kind of seizure since last october that might be related to an intermittent inflammatory syndrome (Behcet's) that Im waiting to see a specialist for. I was in hospital for 8 days over xmas so a neurologist could do an MRI, EEG and bloodwork on me all of which are normal so he discharged me. All I got basically was 'your seizures arent epileptic, congrats, go home'. He didnt give me treatment, advice on how to cope with them or even tell me what they are. I seem to have two types both of which I'm unconcious of - in one my boyfriend tells me I just stare, dont blink at all, dont respond to lights, noise or touch then seem to fall asleep - in the other I actually convulse, lose bladder control, slice my palms open with my nails and make choking noises. Does anyone know what these are? This whole thing is terrifying for me and they're getting worse and kind of dangerous. Twice Ive been found facedown in my bathtub and Ive narrowly missed falling on my cooker hob. This by itself is horrifying, not remembering anything during. The side effects, memory loss, weakness on left side, right sided migrane and blurry patchy vision, along with my daily problems, arthritis, urethritis, iritis, IBS, skin rashes ect make this whole thing unbearable. My partner is a full time student and can only give me 2-3 days a wek where he looks after me and the people I live with are asses who wouldnt think of helping even when I was screaming after injuring myself badly in a fall.
Im going into a bad patch of inflammation now so they're getting worse and I so scared. How can I cope? What can I do to make myself safe?

