Nikkita
02-17-2004, 04:51 AM
Does anyone else have other addictions like chewing/spitting?Im sick with bulimia right now and fairly recently i started this c/s thing which im starting to do more and more. Its not so much that i get anything out of it, more that i panic about whats in my mouth and have to get rid of it.
and what about alcohol?Ive had problems on and off over the years with this and im starting to really crave a drink again but not just one, like the whole bottle!
Anyone else relate?
Nikkitaxxx
Elizabethspark
02-17-2004, 09:35 AM
You are probably sick of making yourself sick and are substituting one disease for another.. I have felt like this too, lately.. I know what you mean. I also peel the bottoms of my feet... gross, but atleast I am not eating... I have to keep myself busy and occupied or I'll feel like eating and getting sick... I hate this cycle. I hate it hate it hate it. Hang in Nikkita. Don't drink the whole bottle!! There's a reason AA and OA are similar... Love to you.
Lizzy
eminemworshipper
02-17-2004, 11:24 AM
and what about alcohol?Ive had problems on and off over the years with this and im starting to really crave a drink again but not just one, like the whole bottle!
Hey Nikkita...well...i understand to an extent with the alcohol.Sometimes I get so down...the one thing I want to do is drink or do something so I dont feel down-to-earth if u know what I mean...coz being down-to-earth can be too painful to face sometimes. However, I usually drink with my best mate..so I never share a full bottle of something to myself. As for C/S..Well....when I was eating next to nothing a year or so back...I started eating...and spat it out....one, because I felt guilty two, coz I got the taste but not the full stomach afterwards. It isn't a good habit to get into, i know......I understand u r trying to find different ways etc....but....I know I cant lecture u or try to stop u otherwise, just be careful
:D Love Caroline :D
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Nikkita
02-17-2004, 11:29 AM
thanks for replies
The drinking things really bothering me though.I seem to really need to self destruct right now and as usual i reach for the bottle(again!)
Please keep posting these responses if you can understand the addictive personality.
Nikkitaxxx
isolatedgirl
02-17-2004, 07:09 PM
Yeah.. How about shopping? How about working out? Oh. yeah it is one thing replacing the other. My biggest addiction ever.....Chewing Gum!
All day every day gum. gum. gum......................