Friends-
Another aquaintance of mine passed away yesterday-
More death from this disease-so serious this way of life.
Goddess bless us all-
Heather

Oh I'm so sorry. I can relate to you after losing my mother. Addiction is from the devil, himself! Again, I'm really sorry for your loss.

Thanx Banker-
How are you?Very sad-a pal of my son also died a couple days ago-between the 2 of us-there has been 5/6 deaths this year..
This young woman-was someone i knew/unfortunately-used with..same circle-
its just every time this happens-i realise how insane my life has been for many years-how close i was to losing my own life-seeing my husband overdose-and a dear friend od-my sister trying to kill herself-so many from the old crowd-dead..seems almost monthly now.
Its so fragile our time here-i know you do the subox treatment too.Thank god we have that-im in my mid-40s now..and thats half the problem-our bodies can't withstand the abuse from 10-15 yrs ago-when you could have a hangover and deal w/ it-now it takes 3 days to feel normal-
Its just sad-she struggled for years w/ heroin-and may have done the clinic-at some point.
I guess if you want it-you do it-you still got to use willpower w/ methadone/or suboxone-you just got to want out desperately.
But i believe we are blessed to have a way out-that is (hopefully)safe...
I really pray for allof us-we lost happy father here.
its just so final..and very sad.
Thanx for your thoughts-
I appreciate it..
heather

I am so sorry Heather about your friend- it is often so easy to question why certain things happen the way they do. Please try to trust that this happened for a reason and somehow, someway some good can come from this.

My thoughts and prayers are with you today,
michelle :)

Heather, I am very very sorry to hear aboout your friends son. It's so hard to lose someone befor thier time. I wish there was some thing inspirering to make you feel better the only thing I can think of that he is in gods hands now and I don't know if you believe in reincarnation but if you do then you know he'll have another chance at a life. corney I know but It is what get me through every death that has touched mt life. mostly my mothers. hope it helps if you wanna talk you know I am here for you.
love
Stacey

Thanks Stacey/Mich/Banker..
Im ok..its just "too much reality"..but i agree there deaths should not be in vain-lessons learned.Its so real/final-it really makes me realise how serious addiction is;when you are in the midst of it you don't care-dying goes w/ the territory.Not that you want to die..but you are tempting fate..
There is a song i love ..The line goes...
"Get off on death or don't get off at all"..pretty heady stuff..but i have pondered that line many times..i won't get into it..rambling now..not enough coffee for clarity yet.
I so appreciate you kind words thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I am lucky to have you guys..we can really help each other-and we do!!!
LOve-
Heather

Heather, Wanted to check on you make sure your hanging in there. I just read your post the line you wrote reminds me of a line fron the movie shawshank redemption.
" Get busy livin' or get busy dying" when I was in the joint it got me through may of days and dose so today. have you ever read I can't think of the page but it's acceptence in the big book it says everything in gods world happens for a reason. It being some ooone close and you sharing is a lesson for all of us who read your post. And you ramble all you want it helps.
Goddess Be with you always
love Stacey

Staceyy-
Sending you big lovin...xoxox
(((((HUGS)))))
Heather