When this happeneds I get really sad and I put on a song and hit repet today it was a song buy T.L.C. " something wicked comes this way " A couple lines I wanted to quote "Masters or corruption and evil " this is the best way I could ever descibe what drugs are. The other is take a good look in the mirror can you tell what you see? Question has any one every found a way to have true peace in thier lives or be able to look in the mirror and wonder is it you standing there or some one wholooks like you and what you really see is a monster. I did not sleep last night so I have been feeling it I was going to keep it and sit with it but it is eating at me.I am not feeling sorry for my self cuz I know some got it worse. But I am feeling it. I know I just need to do what I hane todo today and come home and go to bed even if sleep dose'n come. My rambling now. I don't share my writings with any oneI need to see thisokay so don't laugh!
I use to live in a place called hell
but it was just a prison cell
I use to cry all the time
but it was only time
I use to have to watch my back
but now my God is doing that
I use to dream of being dead
but I know now I can move ahead.
Goddess Bless
Seacey

Amongst other good things, I now see that you are also a good poet. :)
Expressing how you feel through words and poety is a special talent.

Hope things are better for you soon. Lynn

Stacey - Thanks for sharing your writing. Very powerful.
-MJ

my prayer for you is that sleep will come. and place your mind on a tender soft cloud where all your guilt and cravings will disappear forever, and when you awake you will be a whole new.. happy... rested person....free from any pain from the past I AM SENDING THIS TO YOU AND I BELIEVE IT WILL ARRIVE SOON.....FEEL THE POWER, TO LET THE PAST GO :angel: