mossimo
04-26-2004, 11:57 AM
I had my second pap (first when I was 17) almost 2 years ago. I was also tested for STDs at that time and everything came back normal. In the past couple months I had problems with a persistant yeast infection that finally went away after 2 mos. Then this past month I also had abnormal bleeding, which is very unusual for me and prompted me to make a gyno appointment. I'm a hypochondriac, so I immediately started looking on the internet and convinced myself that it MUST be cervical cancer! I was very nervous for the gyno appt, but she alleviated my concerns by telling me that the yeast infections were probably due to the antibiotics I was on around that time and that the abnormal bleeding is normal for someone my age (I'm 23). My pregnancy test was negative, she did a pap & exam and said that everything looked good. I told her about my fears of having something serious like cervical cancer and she kinda laughed and said that I shouldn't worry. I felt good for going and stupid for worrying myself so much.
But the doctor just called and woke me up this morning to tell me that my pap showed some "abnormalities" and that she wants me to come in for a colposcopy. I am familiar with a lot of these terms and procedures because of the time I spent reading about it on the internet and this message board before I went in for my pap. Now, I'm assuming the worst again. I know I shouldn't and I know it's selfish of me to worry so much at this point since there are people on this board who have had and are dealing with issues much more serious than mine...but I'm honestly VERY surprised to have even had an abnormal pap. Considering that only 5-10% of the population have abnormal paps, I told myself before I went in fthat everything will be fine and that it will be extremely unlikely that they will find anything wrong. Now I feel like maybe my fears are real and not unfounded. I didn't talk to my doctor about the type of abnormalities that were found, I was too shocked and frankly I don't think I really want to know. I'm very afraid. I have been crying all morning. I'm a grad student and have final papers due, but I can't even think about doing them. How concerned should I be right now? Considering I've had abnormal bleeding bt periods, I feel as if there is something going on and that it's just not a false-positive result...like some people I know have had. I guess I'm just looking for some support... sorry to all those who are dealing with much worse problems than mine. My heart goes out to you all. :)
But the doctor just called and woke me up this morning to tell me that my pap showed some "abnormalities" and that she wants me to come in for a colposcopy. I am familiar with a lot of these terms and procedures because of the time I spent reading about it on the internet and this message board before I went in for my pap. Now, I'm assuming the worst again. I know I shouldn't and I know it's selfish of me to worry so much at this point since there are people on this board who have had and are dealing with issues much more serious than mine...but I'm honestly VERY surprised to have even had an abnormal pap. Considering that only 5-10% of the population have abnormal paps, I told myself before I went in fthat everything will be fine and that it will be extremely unlikely that they will find anything wrong. Now I feel like maybe my fears are real and not unfounded. I didn't talk to my doctor about the type of abnormalities that were found, I was too shocked and frankly I don't think I really want to know. I'm very afraid. I have been crying all morning. I'm a grad student and have final papers due, but I can't even think about doing them. How concerned should I be right now? Considering I've had abnormal bleeding bt periods, I feel as if there is something going on and that it's just not a false-positive result...like some people I know have had. I guess I'm just looking for some support... sorry to all those who are dealing with much worse problems than mine. My heart goes out to you all. :)

