AuriLove
05-21-2004, 04:43 PM
Hello, everyone. I'm new and haven't posted before.
I was diagnosed with depression at age 12, two years after coming out about the sexual abuse between my Grandfather and me. At age 18, I tried killing myself by overdose of pills. Since then I have been off and on prozac and while it makes me feel less hopeless, I found that it also makes me feel a bit detached from myself. It eases most of my fears and anxiety, but at the same time allows me to make poor decisions because I don't "feel" as much therefore don't consider the consequences... It has also caused me to feel a bit schizo simply because I move around like a robot, and the "real" me (the depressed me) is hidden below....Does any of this make sense? And has anyone else on prozac felt like this?
I was diagnosed with depression at age 12, two years after coming out about the sexual abuse between my Grandfather and me. At age 18, I tried killing myself by overdose of pills. Since then I have been off and on prozac and while it makes me feel less hopeless, I found that it also makes me feel a bit detached from myself. It eases most of my fears and anxiety, but at the same time allows me to make poor decisions because I don't "feel" as much therefore don't consider the consequences... It has also caused me to feel a bit schizo simply because I move around like a robot, and the "real" me (the depressed me) is hidden below....Does any of this make sense? And has anyone else on prozac felt like this?

