restless
06-08-2004, 10:18 PM
Hi
I know I have been quiet here for some time, but I'm still around. I am a little confused and concerned of late. In November I started gaining weight, fatigue increased, Liver enzymes up times 5 since previous July, viral load up times 3. The doctor did a lot of blood work, abdominal ultrasound, and really didn't tell much. He did want me to go back to a specialist, but for what? It is now June. I went to the doctor yesterday for the first time since October. Weight is still going up, retaining fluid, bp is going up. Now for the bad news. for the last eight years or so my life has revolved around work with disabled adults. 16 months ago I got out of residential and into day programming in an attempt to control the number of hours I work. As usual my performance evals were great. I got a nice raise, then in April the bottom the fell out. Due in part (or in whole) to my behavior changes(I was not aware), my staff decided that I was suddenly inncompetent or on drugs. They called HR to complain about me. No one would tell me what was up. To some extent they still won't. They said that I was forgetting things, acting weird, exhibiting inappropriate behavior. I was floored. I knew I was very tired, I knew I was slower to process things, I knew my family had some concerns, but I had no idea that I was presenting strange behavior at work. I had to call my boss and tell her that I did not have a drug problem, I had a health problem. I still am having trouble determining what kind of behavior I am exhibiting and why. My mother (a nurse) says that at times I appear drunk or even belligerant(sp?). My kids are worried and my husband can't read me. I finally talked to my doctor about all this yesterday. He seemed very concerned. He is running more labs. He has worked with me professionally as well as seeing me in the office. He knows the quality of my work. I am finding it more and more difficult to function. My work has never been effected before. I am really freaked out because I don't realize that I'mbeing wierd. I ask the same questions repeatedly, can't rember where I'm going when I drive, pass out, slurr words, and loose everything I touch. I am hoping this is not related to amonia. I will find out soon. Has anyone ever experienced this or heard of it. This is different than the brain fog and fatigue that I have experienced in the past. This is making me nervous. Any response would be appreciated.
Thanks
Restless
I know I have been quiet here for some time, but I'm still around. I am a little confused and concerned of late. In November I started gaining weight, fatigue increased, Liver enzymes up times 5 since previous July, viral load up times 3. The doctor did a lot of blood work, abdominal ultrasound, and really didn't tell much. He did want me to go back to a specialist, but for what? It is now June. I went to the doctor yesterday for the first time since October. Weight is still going up, retaining fluid, bp is going up. Now for the bad news. for the last eight years or so my life has revolved around work with disabled adults. 16 months ago I got out of residential and into day programming in an attempt to control the number of hours I work. As usual my performance evals were great. I got a nice raise, then in April the bottom the fell out. Due in part (or in whole) to my behavior changes(I was not aware), my staff decided that I was suddenly inncompetent or on drugs. They called HR to complain about me. No one would tell me what was up. To some extent they still won't. They said that I was forgetting things, acting weird, exhibiting inappropriate behavior. I was floored. I knew I was very tired, I knew I was slower to process things, I knew my family had some concerns, but I had no idea that I was presenting strange behavior at work. I had to call my boss and tell her that I did not have a drug problem, I had a health problem. I still am having trouble determining what kind of behavior I am exhibiting and why. My mother (a nurse) says that at times I appear drunk or even belligerant(sp?). My kids are worried and my husband can't read me. I finally talked to my doctor about all this yesterday. He seemed very concerned. He is running more labs. He has worked with me professionally as well as seeing me in the office. He knows the quality of my work. I am finding it more and more difficult to function. My work has never been effected before. I am really freaked out because I don't realize that I'mbeing wierd. I ask the same questions repeatedly, can't rember where I'm going when I drive, pass out, slurr words, and loose everything I touch. I am hoping this is not related to amonia. I will find out soon. Has anyone ever experienced this or heard of it. This is different than the brain fog and fatigue that I have experienced in the past. This is making me nervous. Any response would be appreciated.
Thanks
Restless

