Hello i have been so uptight and nervouse lately i dont know what to do.
Heres my story.

About 4 days ago my friends thought it would be cool if they got me a escort for my 21st bday.I was like ok whatever so i went along with it.She gave me oral with a condom on that was it and now i am having nervouse attacks thinking i have aids and stuff.I went to the hospital last night and they gave a me a gauze test and said i had nothing to worry about.

My symptoms are.

Sweaty Palms

Shaky Fingers

I get hungry but dont eat as much as usual and i feel like nasua.

Bad thoughts like i have diseases

cant sleep always thinking in fear for myself

upset stomach hard to breath like my lungs are hitting my ribs at night.

very sleepy and light headed in the day like as if im floating and cant pay any attention to anything.

weakness and tired but when i calm down abit i feel a tad better but still have shakey fingers but stops for a while until i go to bed then i have bad thoughts again.

some one please help im so scared and nervouse i dont know what to do. :confused:

Best to see your doctor for proper diagnosis of your problem. It could only be anxiety or it could be a guilt trip.

Ok i worked all night last night and slept to lol i work security i did have a little muscular ache but i did help my dads friend move yesterday and around 4:00am i woke up shaking like i was cold in my car and i didnt feel good could this all be my nerves as for the guilt trip yes i do have one i am upset becuase of the fact i even did what i did please help. the muscle ache was my left arm and it tingled as well.

thank you so much its my b-day today and im trying to calm down i woke up just now thinking stuff again i just turned 21 im still nervouse my hands are shaking as i type sweaty palms too i feel terrible.

Give yourself a break, you shouldn't be having these thoughts on your 21st birthday!

Oral sex, blimey, we must be talking about 1 in a million chance of getting infected. With a condom, that's gotta be 1 in a billion trillion zillion! i.e. has never happened in the whole of history, and will never happen!

Whatever you have, it IS NOT HIV. There is NO WAY you have HIV from this!

ok i talked to a doc at the hospital last night i freaked becuase i went out drinking with my cousin and afterwards i went home even when i was out i felt like **** i slept most of the day didnt feel like doing anything.So i went out anyway while i was in the car i banged my elbow on his window and got a bruise then i got nervouse.then when i was drinking i had about 6 or 7 beers i came home and my waist and below felt tingly so i tryed to get a erection but couldnt i darted to the hospital and they said im a nervouse wreck.The doc said listen to me you dont have that trust me after convincing me i was fine he gave me a relaxent pill and damn did it work i took it and felt great.this morning i was supposed to get results from my culture schwab std test but they said not till monday so im nervouse asgain plus i woke up and my toungue looks white in the back and at the corner on my lip was sticky with a little whiteness my dad said thats normal when u wake up is it.Then i started thinkn my hair felt a little dryer than usual so i freaked about that god im starting to get tired again my muscles in my arms still ache after two days is that normal from lifting stuff i dont want to ffel this way any more sum one help me.

If you are still worried, just take a look around on the web for the simple facts. Your chances of having anything like HIV are infinitely tiny! You'd have more chance of being crapped on by a giant flying cow! If a doctor is unable to convince you, I don't know who else can.

When your body is overloaded with stress, you're going to perspire more. Nervous people sweat, right? Same thing, just on a grander scale. Your tongue is often one of the first things you will notice. It will most likely be dehydrated and perhaps slightly whiter than usual. Take a look, it's only your taste-buds that are white!

Your mouth probably feels dry too? Drink lots of water, and you'll notice that your tongue will improve dramatically. Also bear in mind a patchy, horrible-looking tongue is actually very normal! Most people are dehydrated most of the time to some extent, also things like smoking, poor dental hygiene, etc. Compare your tongue to some other people you know - you'll see it's probably better / the same as theirs.

Expect more aches and pains for several weeks. Your body will take longer to recouperate depending on how long you remain stressed, and the severity of that stress. i.e. if you started feeling fine today, you could probably expect further headaches, aches and pains for another month.

It's not pleasant feeling this way, but I hope you soon realise that you have nothing to be concerned about. I appreciate t's much easier to give out advice than it is to follow it, so I am sorry if this post sounds a little bit intense!

did it matter if while she was giving me oral i rubbed the hairy part of her vagina it wasnt wet at all and her vagina looked a little raw but no blood i think ohh man im still nervouse my arms are achy still i felt great today at a barbecue but like i feel not hungry but i can still eat i just feel odd im starting to feel nervouse again i get my std test results tommorow and i hope i feel better im just gonna forget all about this.I told my sister her husband and his mother and father they were all laughing and told me not to worry i was so paranoid i thought that sweat pimples on my leg were bad and other stuff im just freaking out the doctors gave me a pill that made me feel much better at night yesterday i had trouble getting a erection so i freaked i felt tingly below the waist the doc said it was either me drinking or my anxiety i just need help bad i feel out of place i hate whenever sum 1 mentions the word hiv is scares me god help me.

plus she came down on my penis preety hard with a toothe i think could that break the condom or cut me thru the condom.I just noticed near me hole that it was a bit sore could that be from the penis culture test i had done like a little line i think next to my hole i dont know im scared.

You are experiencing classic symptoms of extreme anxiety.

You need to settle down and quickly snap out of the mental state your currently in otherwise I promise that it will quickly consume you. You will convince yourself that you have some underlying medical condition and will quickly become a full blown Hypocondriact and suffer from this for a long while.

YOUR SEXUAL EXPOSURE IS NOT EVEN COUNTED AS RISKY!

Every symptom mentioned is that of an anxiety suffer. This is certainly not HIV/Aids related. Firstly, These are not symptoms of ARS. ARS is not common in most individuals for at least 2 weeks. ARS doesn't even occur in most individuals.

THE WORST THING YOU CAN DO IS HUNT ON THE INTERNET FOR SYMPTOMS!

Trust me. Start researching and you will increase your anxiety by about 1000x. HIV Symptoms can be ANYTHING that supresses or compromises the immune system.

ANXIETY/STRESS SUPRESSES AND COMPROMISES THE IMMUNE SYSTEM!

Catching HIV from Oral Sex (Protected) has never been heard of. You would be the first case recorded in the entire world.

To catch HIV orally with a condom has not been heard of in history. You are worrying for no reason. STOP WORRYING. Again. YOU DO NOT HAVE HIV!

HIV is not easy to contract, especially for the insertive partner. - You had Protection on. This means you are 99.9% protected from HIV. You have Protected oral sex - Transmission, NEAR IMPOSSIBLE.

HIV is not transmitted through Salvia. HIV is not transmitted through skin. The chances of HIV contraction through oral sex is something like maybe 1 in a BILLION.

Right now You have more chance of winning the lottery then having HIV by your recent exposure. Stop stressing. The more stress and anxiety that you cause yourself, the more your mental condition will worsen and the more symptoms you will see.

Anxiety causes rashes, suppressed immune systems, coughs, cold, flus, muscle tension, muscle aching, sweating, fatigue, dizziness, increased heart rate, panick attacks, feeling of being pshyically sick, Diorehha, constipation, and every other symptom imaginable and A LOT MORE.

TRUST ME! I WENT THROUGH THE HIV LIVING HELL TO DISCOVER I HAD NOTHING - SO MUCH WORRY WASTED - ON ANXIETY!

You are worrying and have a bad cause of anxiety which is causing all these small symptoms. Treat the ANXIETY. You DO NOT have HIV. Your exposure does not even warrant a HIV test.

Example: There are more cases documented of individuals sleeping with HIV Positive people and NOT becoming infected, then people becoming infected from protected oral sex.

Now, settle down, think rationally - and realise you had a NON RISK EXPOSURE.

Stop looking for symptoms, stop thinking worse case scenario, and GET OVER IT! Your 21 - I'M 21! - You don't have HIV.

I have dry skin, its normal. White tongue? IT'S NOT THRUSH! - White tongue can be dry mouth, effects of alcohol, anything! - STOP LOOKING FOR SYMPTOMS AND MAKING THEM UP!

IF YOU DONT STOP - YOU WILL DRIVE YOURSELF INSANE!

I will say no more. If this doesnt sink in - and you still think you have HIV - Then your in for a long battle which in the end will prevail nothing except health, stress and anxiety.

Get some Valium or Xanax to help settle you down and calm you.

Again - YOU DO NOT HAVE HIV! STOP THE WORRYING.

You know what your right **** it im going on with my life i could give too shits i was harrasing that call gilr asking her if she was tested etc she said i was making her nervouse.She said she is always tested and carefull thank you man thanks alot as i was saying about thinking i had a cut on my penis guess what i calmed down it dont sting it must have been anxiety i dont care anymore like i said **** it this is not going to ruin my life im going out tommorow drinking and im gonna get wasted **** it all thanx i feel so much better man ur the best u been a big help thanks again to you all i aint gonna let this bother me no more.

From reading your posts, it is obvious the only thing you ought to be concerned about is your writing ability. No offense, I'm sure you already know, but bear in mind there are plenty of decent tutors around who would be willing to help you in that respect :)

ok all test results were negative for std's but why are my legs tired when i go up my stairs and my calf muscles ached a little so i used some ben gay stuff.Last night but my legs were tired going up my stairs and my eating this morning was weird like i was hungry but could barely eat i felt sorta nauses i was having some bad thoughts and i feel tired too last night i felt great.I went to bed at 2:00am slept till 12:00 but still feel tired is this my anxiety still bothering me last night the tip of my penis felt soar but when i cleared my mind and relaxed it went away i thought she might have maybe cut me thru the condom with her teeth but i never felt the pain until last night and when i cleared my mind it went away my arms are still a little achy.I felt like my penis was dripping a little too last night im just a nervouse wreck i guess.

You need to get a hold of yourself - And Quick! You're freaking out for no reason, and after the STD tests came back NEGATIVE, you are STILL trying to read something into it!
Are you going to react this way everytime you have sex with someone???
You will be a crazy person if you continue to feel this way. Calm down and stop worrying about it. You're gonna be just fine - Hang in there! I would suggest no more visits with an escort!

i also noticed a little purple below my hole area on my penis ahh man im scared when i called her she asked me if i do drugs thats the first time i called her and when i said no she said good does that mean shes a druggy asking me that to see if i did or not any one have any tips on calming down im scared i went to eat today and still felt nausea at dunkin donuts i think i already mentioned that im freaking out.

How many times have you called the poor girl? I am SURE she is SICK of hearing from you. Leave her alone! You don't have AIDS/HIV, GET OVER IT. If you can't get it through your head, you better get some mental health care, cause you are going to drive yourself crazy!

I'm beginning to think this may be a joke?

its no joke everytime i think i feel odd i think its aids or something i need to clear my mind like right now i feel out of my head i was in the store and felt that way i just gotta cut back and relax.

the test i had done was a culture test u know the swab in ur uerethra for std's but it came back negative but its like im tired all day i went to bed at 2:00am and woke up at 12:00pm but my eyes are heavy.I did eat good today i had 2 grilled cheese sandwiches and some chips and cookies.I have been drinking alot of water im just nervouse i guess i feel calmer than usual so i dont know why im tired like this and im not joking about anything ok im seriouse i freaked out i was with a escort i had oral a escort let me mind you you know the girls u pay for intercourse the girls that probably been with a million guys.When i called her i wasnt thinking clearly i wish i never did it the doc asked if i was a virgin and im not its just the thought u know sorry if i am pissing u guys off i just need sum 1 to talk to about it and all my dad says is your fine your fine o thats why i am here u guys know about this stuff more than i do.

Hi happyfillmore,
I think you should bring up the fact to your doctor that you may need long-term anxiety meds. You don't have any STDs, you haven't got anything besides anxiety. Anxiety. Not HIV, not AIDS, not gonorrhea, but anxiety.

ok lets say her teeth scraped and punctured the condom and scraped my penis cant i still get hiv ? or lets say she had a sore in her mouth too.My throat is a little flemy i keep clearing it is that hiv?

im just wondering becuase below my hole on my penis it looked a little purple on the tip of my head could that be a scrape i didnt notice it until the other night when it felt achy down there i didnt feel it when i calmed down tho odd isnt it is my mind making me feel these things i wanna see my doc about anxiety meds but my sister said not to becuase they could make me addicted to them.
my throat is a little flemy u know when ur throat has flem u try to get it up is that bad ?

and my neck feels achey im gonna go to the hospital too see if they have any relaxers for me.

Nothing more can be said. You're going to keep finding things wrong the more you obsess about it. Boards like this are great to help relieve stress, but can also sometimes feed it. Since you are certainly suffering from the latter scenario, it would help you to leave this site alone for a while, and forget about the possibility of HIV completely.

I said earlier I was beginning to think that this was a joke. I still have my doubts, as this really does verge on the hyperneurotic. Take a step back and look at how ridiculous you are being. You have NO risk, that has already been established. So, what more do you want to hear?

You have no risk. There is no risk in the experience you have described. None. Zero. You are not at risk. You are fine.

Right on Livefortheday!!!!!!! I second the motion!

Oh sweety this is text book anxiety! If she just gave you oral, and you had a condom on, its probably impossible that you could have gotten anything. usually in cases of oral, it is low risk, but this is for the person giving, the receiver is at virtually no risk without a condom. So no worries for s.t.d.'s but I would definatley go to the doctor for some anxiety pills.

I wouldn't even worry about that (and I worry about everything!). Your fine. Your chances of contracting anything ( and thats IF this person had something to begin with) are pretty much zero. Relax, all these symptoms your having sound like anxiety attacks to me. :)

now my right side of my neck is aching i woke up sleepy again today and the sleepiness went away around 4:30 i felt fine i ate twice i had mcdonalds at like 4:00 and then i ate a small sub and some fun yuns and a coke just now.I had a hard time seeing i think like when i was tired everything in the distance was blury to me writing and my cousins tv as well i went to see my family doc about it and he wasnt able to see me.He had something to do so he reffered me to a mental health clinic and i didnt even tell him my problem i just told his receptionist i am having anxiety.i went to the mental health place and they said they dont have docs there its like a office or something.

what scares me is what if i calm down and i keep having these symptoms its gonna mess with me more.And then theres what if and thats what scares me.Like i said she came down on my penis hard and i dont know if the condom could have gotten a hole in it from a toothe and scraped me becuase below my eurethra hole on the edge of my penis head it looked a little purple and it hurt one night but went away fast the pain did.I was tested for std's with a little schwab that went inside my penis and it all came back negative.

everyone says i have nothing to worry about so why do these websites out there say its hi risk and i can still get it.Im all confused and scared i just want to feel normal again.

the pain in my arms is gone and my calf just hurts a little less than it did before.

another thing that scared me was i read online if u bang urself and bruise instantly u could have hiv becuase i banged both my elbows and both bruised within five minutes and they werent heavy bangs i dont think. and i keep having to clear my throat only sometimes maybe when i get nervouse.

i went to this website dr bob i think and read about people who had the same issues with oral and stuff and he was saying that it was like zero risk to them too i just dont know who to belive u guys and dr bob or these websites with like info about symptoms within a few days etc i am scared and i dont want to be i shouldnt have to be but i cant stop thinking about it.

ok now i have never even knew what anxiety was before all this and never experienced anxiety like this before and never been diagnosed with anything like mental disorders.


just a few seconds ago in my throat i think i felt a burning liquidy feel or my nasal i think not sure ahh im scared damn it i think it was in my mouth i felt it like a liqued burning in there are any of you guys doc's ok it was where my nasal passage meets my throat when i swallowed.I dont do drugs so what the hell whas that ahh im freaking out im gonna go to bed and try to clear my mind.

Man...

please chill out, i have read all of your post and you are going crazy over nothing, if a tooth came down hard there would have to be exchange of blood from you and her, you were wearing a condom which astronomically reduces any risk. Your std test came back negative which is a huge sign that nothing is wrong once again. The chance of her even having thing in the first place is very slim and adding that it was oral + using a condom is makes it even more less a chance. Please check out some stats on the web on cdc or other sources. Break down everything and you will find there is a very very very very very slim chance. Check out your profile: gender, age, race, sexuality, and hers, and check out state etc... There are tons of us out there who have had unprotected sex who have a lot more to worry about than you. Do some calculations of your own. I think you really need to get counseling and stop obsessing over this. IT's not like everyone has hiv. I heard on CNN headline news where 1 million ppl a year in U.S. get sick from just drinking tap water from their faucets. That is more cases than reported in over 20 yrs of hiv/aids reports. THe odds are lot higher that we can sick from that but how many of us actually have? How many numereous exposures have we had to drinking tap water? I understand your fear which a lot of us have encountered but you are letting someting so minute take over your life for no reason. If i constantly thought of it like you did, i would feel the same. Stress causes so many problems which are pointless. are you going to be like this every time you have a sexual encounter? Sex or sexual encounters are supposed to be enjoyable not a case of paranoia. We should all be careful, but use a condom and you won't have anything to worry about getting hiv which you did. Please take some deep breaths, go get drunk, smoke something or whatever keeps your mind off of this. Take care and don't worry so much. life is not about worrying all the time.

i never had a personal doctor but today i got one she assured me i was fine checked my penis for cuts said there was none and did a full physical including a blood test for hiv and one for thyroid problems she thinks i might have a chemical inbalance or something all my symptoms are anxiety related and i told her the whole story she supplied me with a prescription for one wekk of colazapam and then a 9 month perscription of fluoxotine my refelxs are unbelievable she said my heart beat is good as well as breathing i feel better now and i wasnt tired at all today so its looking good thanx again guys.

I think you have freaked yourself out so bad that these "symptoms" you are having are all in your head. You are making something appear to be, when it doesn't really exist at all.

ok my hands arent just sweaty there soaked is that normal for anxiety or is it just lightly sweaty hands i was just sitting and my hands became sokaed yes i was worrying i just started having worried feeling 2 hours ago i felt fine all day and now i feel scared again.plus im clearing my throat on and off u know when it feels flemy but this isnt all the time only sometimes i think when i am scared i start feeling weird inside my chest like u know hen the fat kid at school is planning on kicking your ***.you get that feeling in the pit of your stomache like just now i feel it again its in my chest i think.

:nono: stop! :eek:

DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET A LIFE AND GET OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go to the OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) thread. You ABSOLUTELY have OCD! And do yourself a favor: NO more B***jobs from women you don't know. Hell,,,in your case I wouldn't have sex EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!